looking on
August 6, 2006hold your head
close your eyes
it’s a reality check
it’s a numb override
a malfunction unheeded
come in terms the voices say
take a stand shouts the scream
if you only knew how
if only
down in that darkness
two silhouettes share a kiss
bathed in evening light
bliss dances to ignorance
a life fades away
another comes to a sheer halt
why screams the soul
fractured for life
why it screams
in a swimming pool of needles
over and over you drown
a faith lost
a hope burned
a life that yearns to end
how do I lift you up?
tell me how
here marches a carnival of white flags
and I don’t see a way
into the night air
a dirge was sung
you hear it still
the dirge that shattered
breaks you still
and I don’t see a way
join your palms
close your eyes
silent prayers that go unanswered
subdued smiles
muffled carols
running from the end
end you seek
and I don’t see a way
homage to the end
the swell of scars
procrastinate
extinguish
full to numbness
i see your hand
rising from a pool of red
how do I pull you out?
tell me how
i see you from so far away
i see you so close
i want to stop looking on
as we die little by little
i want to stop looking on
i see you
i hear you
for me and for you
i want not a way out
but a way through
tell me how
please tell me how
