i am afraid that the footprints you leave behind
will be blown away by the winds, washed away by the rains
i am scared that; when i am out to search for you
you will long be gone..
"….and i leave behind these footprints… so you may remember me…."
.. for ever
close up for a shield i need
mess up for crazy life turns out to be
a weight heavy inside
a weight hovering above
ready to fall and drag
here comes the dagger
and here falls the bugger
an anchor i seek
as pulled i be
don’t spurn me off
for it’s not my fault
it’s everything else that’s awry
don’t shun me away
for my rope is already fray
and i don’t know how long i can hang on
of daggers and draggers
is my neat sketch
swinging and sinking
a shield i need
an anchor i seek
let me be
i say to me
on and on and on
but how can i flee my own
a picture incomplete
a vision blurred
i walk on
i drift on
