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July 19, 2006

emoticon

 

looking for reasons

seeking excuses

to get mad

or maybe madder 

no dont stop

if u dont break my heart

i will

i aint a masochist

i just like to suffer

its a good

and the only distraction

to keep u away

i like smiling

upside down

because i am angry

so angry

erupt i will

one day

but not today

because today

i am just a crosspatch 

stuck in a rough patch 

final fuck-up 2

sometimes when i wonder

on the purpose of this universe

i come to the conclusion

that it exists only to drive me mad