alcohaiku

July 16, 2006

Starts with a sip
Alcohol
Yummm…tastes good
Alcohold
Cant crawl out of the temptation
Alcohole
Before you know it, life is a mess
Alcohell…

I turned my back on you…
dropped a tear or two..
walked a few steps away…
another drop or two…


I was moving forward
but my mind was stuck
everything was so blurry…
I couldn’t see a thing…
yes everything was blurry
n I couldnt see a thing but you….

you saw me walk away
but you didnt see me wipe away my tears…

it was hard to breathe as I walked away…
the languid air  forlorn of all hope…
it was hard to find my way in the dark….
lost I was as I didnt know my way…
didnt know my way to the unknown…

what lay ahead looked so empty…
as though something was missing…
as though you were missing…
not a pretty picture….
not a complete picture…

I dared to look behind…
just to make sure I had made the right move….
I dared to look behind at you…
just to check if I was actually leaving without you…

turned around….couldnt see anything….
with my tear-filled eyes…I couldn’t see you…
blinked my tears away…still couldn’t see you…
it took a moment
to realise that you were not there
no I didnt see you leave….
and I chose not to chase

I chose to chase myself away
so I ran on the empty road….
Away to the unknown
Away from myself….
Away from you…

with you in one direction…
with me in the other…
the distance kept growing…
and it continues growing..


I lived a lie then
am living a different lie now
you saw me leave
but you didnt see me wipe away my tears

of dogs and a puppy

I got chased once
By this really furry white dog
I thought it was cute
Cute my foot!

I almost got bit once
By this really un-furry black dog
I used to say ‘dear doggie! pity!’
Well dear doggie,
You turned out to be plain shitty

But there was once a dog, my pet
We called it puppy when it was a puppy
We called it puppy when it was anything but

Oh puppy! You were such a cool dog to have
I was two, you were ten
But you I remember
What now what then
Oh puppy
Oh puppy
You were black and white
I was happy by your side

Oh puppy
You be real cool
I be real wary of your brotherhood
But puppy, you alone be real cool
And I hope dear puppy
That you stay you
Even while you rest
Hope you stay you